oh whoops i totally abandoned this blog. but i suddenly feel rather bloggish.
100 comps in freaking four hours /: /: i am dead nervous. I WANT MY PB. got my last personal best during nats heats (or qualifyers?) last year, when i didn't even push my max. but now during training and stuff i'm like no where near my pb ): its like everyone is improving like crazy; mag and huiyuan getting pbs in workouts. i'm like the only one not making any form of improvement /: not to mention my leg still hurts from the last all-comers. stupid stupid injury. its supposed to recover by now! now i can't really push all out from the start, because it hurts when i do. its like when i'm running at the same speed, i don't really feel it, but when i try to push hard suddenly from the blocks or when i'm running, the pain will sort of stab me and my legs will get a bit wobbly and weird. so i gotta sorta ease into it, and that'll affect my timing. and my starts have always been really slow to begin with, and now how am i gonna get the lead that i need /: and my heat has like 3 sports school sec ones. ahhh cannot lose to them.
and 200 on sunday. i haven't done 200 in 1234567 years. i don't know how to pace, and i'm dreading the lactic.
oh god even my hands are shaking now. but i guess at least it's straight finals. i don't think i can bring myself to run again after the first 100/200.
wish me luck.
Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 6:59 PM
omg i haven't posted for so long. always felt too lazy to. okay so, a few important things!
1. Korea/ China
2. Traning
3. Christmas
Korea/ China.
the trip was awesomeeee. loved the weather, though it made me itch and made my lips crack, which was pretty annoying. but i loved the snow and everything. the highlight of the trip was definitely the skiing :D it was my first time, so we used a really gentle and tiny slope LOL. but it was still fun! it was super tiring climbing up the slope but whatever, it was worth it! after that, we had bbq!!! i really truly believe no other family eats as much as mine does. we were a family of six but we finished food meant for 8, PLUS we added a second helping of meat. and seriously, every night we would gather in one room to have supper X: the food there wasn't delicious all the time, but overall i enjoyed it! other fun places we went were Everland and the water theme park! hahaha and the shopping! loved going shopping near our hotel at night, though it was damnnn cold. the weird thing about korea is that everywhere you go you're bound to see a facial shop. oh, and i never see any kpop stuff there!
Training.
when i went for my first training after the trip, i felt pretty good cause my timings were not bad :D even though i didn't train, slept late the night before and didn't get to eat breakfast that morning. LOL but the subsequent trainings i realised that i am actually super unfit and lousy now /: my timings are slow and i screwed up during last thursday's training /:
Christmas.
okay so yesterday was Christmas! went to my grandparent's house for dinner! it was damn tasty, with turkey and chicken etc!!! and... actually nothing much happened hmm.
not going for training next thurs and fri cause i got some Buddhist camp that my dad signed us up for -.- let's just say i'm not exactly looking forward to it. on the other hand, i'm kinda looking forward to school what is wrong with meeee.
Tag Replies!
Huiyuan- haha how come!
Xingzhi- hahah okay okay! fat people are nice la! LOL.
Yunmei- SOME SONGS ONLY!
Claris- SNSD is quite slutty-looking /:
Shanisse- LOL WTS what pimples! pimples cover your eyes so you can't see is it hahah. xD
Thursday, December 9, 2010 @ 6:17 PM
Day Fourteen!
A song no one would expect you to love.
JoJo by Shinee.
ANOTHER k-pop. omg see what claris and shanisse and gwen and yunmei and xingzhi (sorta) etc are doing to me.
off to korea~ now going to google korean dudes to look for present for people there. all the korean dudes look the same la -.- except that one guy in super junior LOL.
